Thursday, November 18, 2004
lalala
grrrrrr......
got scammed of 140k...
nvm....
anyywayy i am interrested in KalOnline n RuneScape rite now....
but i lazyy tuu joinn....
quite indulged in english r&b n rap songs..
lolx... hav a change in taste....
btw i hate chocolates...
hmmm.....
it's really veh sianz...
at first todae goin out wif cind tuu parkway hav jap buffet...
but she suddenlyy sayy busyy...
nvm den...
hmm ask lynn or lynette out?
hahax... they sure busyy...
veh long nvr contact wif Yu le ritez, Gina...
anyywayy i jus changed my fone... second-hand of cuz...
trade in...
panasonic sumtink...
quite small.. hav camera.. features not bad.. keypad oso..
jus that abit too fat... hahax
heyy Gina my umbrella...
that tyym u cum myy hse rain den u take...
dun tell me u give Zhi horx.. i kill u...!!
well netball is gettin tougher n i'm at my limits..
i noe i wun improve alreadyy...
i jus dun hav athletic spirit in my blood...
god i'm jus so tanned lorxx...
boo-hoo.. keep gettin teased...
yea jus downloaded a theme fer my mozilla firefox..
that stuff's betta then internet explorer...
i oso upgraded it to 1.0...
well i'm off..
gettin a bit borin here...
i'll b back.................................
sumdayyyy.............................
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[1:35 PM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
Monday, November 01, 2004
sniff sniff...........
jus bathed nt long ago...
so earrlyy bathe horrx...
cos got netball marrx....
hahax...
yyesterdayy.....
da beach parrtyy.....
orr barrbecue....
was lotsa fun.....
rreally enjoyyed it....
onlyy me n huisan(my jie) went
down abit morre then
waaist deep down da waaterr...
boyy....
it was fun.....
den.......
we went cyyclingg....
we cyycled all the wayy
to the endd......
abit furrtherr then katongg parrk...
n cyycled all da wayy baack....
waHAx...
we were tirred outta lyyk madd....
den we staarrted eaatin....
afterr awhile went baackk hm liaox...
cos i taake estelle's fatherr's caar....
herr fatherr caame picck herr upp quite earrlyy..
darrn........
daa fun waas onlyy jus staarrtin...
but nvm......
it waas fun....
n i thaank them ferr fetchin me....
i smeltt.......
of daa sea........
daa smellyy n saltyy seaa.....
n.......
waas drippin wif waaterr........
daa last paarrt....
we (me n estelle) hugged my dArdAr......
n almostt crried...
well... i did...
so did liyyanedd...
but.....
it waas daarrkk....
so i dunno whetherr estelle crried anot.......
i dunno waat will haappen when we send herr off....
cryy untill a rriverr is therre barrx...
remindds me of threee songgs....
cryy me a rriverr....
god saave da queen...
one laast cryy.....
okayy.... loggin off here........
buaiz......
b4 i cryy.......
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[2:44 PM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
Saturday, October 30, 2004
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr......
how could edwin not tell mi... nt fair... i hate him i hate him... edwin jus go n die.. i hate u...
*miserablyy* okayy.. fine.. b that wayy...
nvm... jus toked to jerome... we r singles.. ha-hax.. well not funnyy...
oo.. nvm.. i lyk 37°... nice shop rite estelle.. okay liyanned... i noe 7 rawkz alot.. 17 rawkz too yea? hahax..
i find a song call moonlight shadow ar yeah n learn chinese nice...
well.. my results real bad.. but nvr mind.. percentage nvr dropped can liaox..
anyywayy tmr got beach parrtyy.. woo~ jack.. wear sexy yea.. hahax.. estelle agree yea?
pit 33 n area B izit.. well i stm can't remember.. but going together wif estelle n meetin liyan barrx.. well tmr den decide barrx...
actuallyy this afterrnoon two pm got online... until 7pm.. den 9.30 online again.. i dun lyyk tv nowadayys.. BUT ren4 wo3 ao2 you2 is VEH NICE... singapore idols reserved fer syylvesterr..
yeah...... holidaes.. i feel so gd.. except fer netball.. the trainin is gettin tougher.. o damn.. anyywayy i'm gonna slack abit... i'm a known slackerr.. hahax..
well... i'm not going to worryy about anyything tmr... i jus wan relaxation...
i want it out.. nth works... damn..
damn...
....
anyywayy this song is nice..:
And though it all, he offers me protection, a lotta love and affection.. whether i'm right or wrong, and down the waterfall... wherever it may take me, i noe that lyyf won't break me..
when i cum to call, he won't forsake me.. i'll nvr forget how achinglyy beautiful it was our last sunset together... i'm lovin angels instead...
feel so more betta everyytyym i hear tis song.. well it's the radio so i dunno wat song is this.. well dumb me den..
c a r r i e d a w a y y b y y t h e m o o n l i g h t s h a d o w..
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[10:34 PM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
Thursday, October 21, 2004
hmmm... i veh sad lehx... my chinese failed.. i can't believe it lorx.. well at least mus pass marx.. sumore my english usualli more louusi.. even my history (worst subject) i tink win my chinese lorx.. i was so confident of my chinese derxx... all my exam results sux..
well.. i cleaned out my locker... while i was walkin to my dad's car, the plastic bag broke.. hmph.. beginnin fer bad luck.. on the car got into argument wif my brother n dad.. wtf.. so pissed off lorxx..
den we went to eat lorx.. either at bedok south or north..
finish eatin got into car.. drive halfway got 2 or 3 traffic police stand in middle of road checkin speed.. lucki my father slow down if not sure kena caught derxx... den drive until changi got 6 traffic police on motor bikes!! i din put on seat belt.. i panicked den try to put on my dad ask me dun.. say will attract attention.. den those dumb police override us.. din notice a tink... dumb rite.. but i still kena scoldin frum my dad.. well.. it's his fault he didn't teach his kid to put on safety belt lorxx... still blame me.. lyk i outsider whu's parents neva teach well liddatt.. i damn pissed off.. y he neva tell me frum the start lehxx.. he oso dun care marx.. everitym got prob den will sure blame me de..
damn.. these few daes i so erm... emotional barxx.. cry alot lorx.. still tinkin of him.. i mean not linken larx..
nvm.. goin off lerxx.. buai~
AiKaWa-jiANg rAwKx.. i WaNt tO bE iN MiZhUO HiGH SkuL...
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[6:09 PM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
relieve or stress?
hmm... cannot slack animore liaox le.. mus work hard sumore.. can i?
well.. shuld i? or shuld i not? now dyane osho say help mi liaox.. but i still lyk him.. nortt him.. HIM.. okay larx i noe i zi4 xiang1 mao2 dun4 larx..
OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!OMG.!
he's... tokin to me.. okay i make it known here? linken has breaken up wif me le.. we talked it over... realli............ realli...........
the second him... is my erm.. i dun tink i wanna say larx... ..........
okay i gave Linken the blog.. my blog website.. i'm listenin to : TA1 HAI2 SHI4 BU4 DONG3 now... it fits exactli? i feel so relieved.. i can neva describe it in words... well.. cos my parents r givin me a damn lot of pressure abt goin steady... dyane mum so gd.. let her stead if she wants..
aniway todae went to eat macdonald.... broke now... n broken up now... i sgned up fer the ez-link card bonus point tingy larx... well.. so sry hui san/shan n honey(hanne)... i neva stay back to help to do.. the d&t ting.. sry!!
my sci CA2 72 mathes CA2 81
i'm so worried.. i neva studi.. perhaps i mus ask my mum confiscate my hp n dun let me play com except on weekends? i realli cannot take it.. the stress.. it's so much rite now... i hate physics i onli lyk pressure.. i mean the topic pressure cos i dun lyk pressure.. okay wth am i talkin now? crap..
AiKaWa-jiANg rAwKx.. i WaNt tO bE iN MiZhUO HiGH SkuL...
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[6:49 PM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i feel this way... or not?
Notice me Take my hand
Why are we Strangers when
Our love is strong Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you baby
I make believe That you are here It's the only way
I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby I may have made it rain
Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry Ohhhh
At night I pray That soon your face Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly I fall without my wings
I feel so small I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you baby
well this song veh sad feelin tink i'm feelin lyk dat..
eVERYTIME BY bRITNEY sPEARS
well aniway estelle god-mum treat me to ponderosa todae..
so gd rite.. sumore veh ex almost 3o dollars lorx..
estelle help me say ty!! hehex.. oso todae is exam dae..
el paper 1 n cl paper 1.. the cl paper veh hard el is easier..
especially the letter ritin.. hahax.. o ya b4 estelle
god-mum treat me is minyu father fetched all us 3
to interchange de.. den after eatin is estelle father
send me back hm.. sho gd horx.. okay larx todae consider
veh lucki lorx.. hahax.. no nid envy me.. lolx..
heyy guys sumtyms help me tag oso yea okay? thx horx..
+~-cRyStAL a.k.a fRuit3LLa-~+
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[4:23 PM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
Friday, October 01, 2004
LurVin tiS SoNG..
TaTa YouNg {./+] CiNdEReLLa
When I was a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would she her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person I wanted to be
Then one day I realized that fairy tale life wasn't for me
Chorus: I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy Just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of meI
will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing
Repeat Chorus
I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonne set me free
Repeat Chorus
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[8:28 AM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
eyes on me..
wahax... now fillin in the survey form fer IT lesson.. i slack larx.. now in letter craze but nt s much le barx.. i realli long tym neva cum blogger le.. hahax.. aniway i plannin to do wat i discussed wif estelle n liyan.. but i abit scared.. if i wan to do it.. mus be harsh.. waHa..
wahAX SO LUCKI ME.. EVERIBODI COM WAS CONTROLLED N CANNOT GO INTERNET ONLI MINE CAN.. oops press caps lock accidentalli.. hahax..exam tml.. i still here.. playin.. as usual.. i'm such a slacker.. veh long nvr go c my blog le.. hmm.. this few daes i realli have seen a hypocrite.. not jus a word tt can describe one.. can't believe wat the hypocrite did..
aniway AiKaWa-chan rox... mizhuo koKo is the skul he in.. okay estelle if u read this dun roll ur eyes.. waHax..
okay larx.. but he realli veh veh shuai lehx... oo..
shuld i put a password on my blog? hmm.. hahax...
i hav alot of tinks to say but i jus can't say it out.. wonder when i can get out of this mess...i veh tired of it.. i dun wan to continue liao.. but how to tell...
mayb it was jus a mistake-frum the beginnin barx.. i shuldn't have started it in the first place.. i realli regret it.. if anytink happens i will guilty de.. estelle wat u promised me u mus do worx.. dun go back on ur words... i'm listenin to the ff8 song now.. the sad sad song-eyes on me.. me hear simin hmm the tune then i noe de.. den she tell me the name.. at the point when i was sad.. so coincidental.. mayb it's destined.. destined to turn out this way barx.. can't do much about it...
i realli hope AiKaWa is real.. den veh gd rite estelle..
i dun tink we can be the way we used to be.. nt animore..
PurePurPLe_sKYmIst
[7:45 AM]
tRaPpEd iN a cHRySaLLiS
